Heaven know's

Lunes, Nobyembre 26, 2012


Just praying that one day everything will be ok... I'm not praying for my past to be back... I'm praying for both of us to be ok...that there will be no pain... when times come... I said let us face this rather than hiding it because the more that we can't let go if we keep it in our heart..Times had proven it...This is TRUE LOVE..we did not want this... it just happened...I just want to let you feel how much i love you so, we can both let go, so i will not regret in the future for not letting you know. I'm not holding you back...All I want is for us to move - on, I did not pray anything for both of us or claim to God for the two us...There's no US in the making and no US in the future but there is US today to fix our hearts to be ok...coz I know there's no way to be back. I want to be ok...You don't have to worry coz I'm not dreaming... You don't need to hide yourself to move -on coz i know where i stand...I know where i belong..and I know who am i now. We need to work together to move - on, we need each other for this to work out...Your circles saying to Move-on, forget, no contact, no messages, be busy, enjoy and be happy so you can move-on. You knew already we did it... years had proven it...no contacts, no calls, no text, no FB messages, we even not see each other for how many years but yet our hearts remain...I need your cooperation, I can't do this alone...Almost 7 years since then...but if in case you've change your mind and take the opposite, I understand... it will be fine for me but i know it will takes time for me to let everything go by...i'll just wait in God's time...Just hoping that you'll be fine too...and no regrets for what we haven't do...

Really God knows I'm praying for our HEARTS and not beyond... Hope you understand...I'm not giving up yet...someday God will hear my innermost prayer...

“Prayer has been fittingly compared to the heartbeat of physical life: it never ceases. Luther says: ‘Where there is a Christian, there is the Holy Ghost, who is always engaged in prayer. For though the Christian does not continually move his lips to utter words, nevertheless the heart is beating and pulsating, like the arteries and the heart in the body, unceasingly sighing: O dear Father, may Thy name be hallowed, Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done among us and all people, etc. And as the attacks trials, and troubles press and crowd harder, also such sighing and begging becomes more urgent, even audible. So, then, you cannot find a Christian who is not always praying, as little as a living person is without a pulse, which never rests, but beats continuously, through the person may be sleeping or is occupied otherwise, so that he is not aware of its beating.’ (St. L. VIII:363.)” (Pieper, Francis, Christian Dogmatics, Vol. III, The Christian Life and Prayer, pp. 76-77.)
Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner.
God is always good and we are in his hands. +JCJ

Huwebes, Nobyembre 22, 2012

There's no time had passed in my life without thinking of you. From sunrise to sunset... even just before i close my eyes in the evening...even in my prayers and in my dreams... really, you occupy my heart and my mind. Thinking of you reminds me that life is amazing.

Linggo, Nobyembre 11, 2012

...she begun to wonder, what will happen if, just by chance, she should run unto you...

Do you believed in Platonic Friendship??? But I think there's no such thing as platonic friendship when two people attract each other...

There is never a time or place for true love... No one could be blame...its not your fault why she feel in love with you or why you fall in love with her. Maybe we're just victim of the situation...You are fortunate enough that you fall in love. I believe true love is unselfish..unconditional... Can we just be happy for the one that we Love??? I knew Its difficult to be happy when u knew his the only one who can make u feel that way, but life must go on... To be happy is an option... Yes, It is easy to say but deep within...u can't pretend. HAPPINESS is easy to spell but it has a deep deep profound meaning...just like when you will say move - on... it is easy to say but difficult to do...only time can tell when to move on and when to let go....How i wish  heart will be just like a traffic light that when it turns into green it is time to let go... 

Sometimes I cannot understand... why can't we just be thankful?  Can we not say Thank you for loving me in that way? ... Its just that... that was what i feel.. i cannot blame myself nor tell my heart...I'm sorry if i feel this way... don't hate me...minahal lang kita but you're not committed to me... you are free...free to do anything you want in your life.

"I didn't say i love you just to hear it back...i just  wanna  make sure that you knew"...go on with your life, don't be bothered...I'm not a hindrance..I'm alright...I'm ok... I can manage and I can take care of myself..

Miyerkules, Nobyembre 7, 2012

In Love With You (with Jacky Cheung) lyrics
Just a gentle whisper, tell me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting...
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will always here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
Now we've here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
Living life without you is more that I can bear
Hold me close forever,
I'll be there...

I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you, I will stand here with you
Though the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found a way ...
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you....

Martes, Nobyembre 6, 2012

...I had a feeling and an instinct that someday we can be, but i do not know when and how? Maybe if not in this world, if possible can we meet in the next life? It is heart breaking to think of it....but i can't undo the past...if out of time, i could pick one moment and keep it shining, always new, of all the days that i have lived, I'd pick the moment i met you!

What if we meet in the time that there's no complication... the time when I'm free and free of everything??? ayyy here I am again... well, anyways that's life...Good luck for our life and take care of your heart coz you know who's in there...

Alam mo bang ikaw nalang ang kulang para maging kompleto ang buhay ko...But in reality in this world no one is perfect and no life is perfect...that's why hindi ka binigay ni Lord. That's why we are just like this... I accept the fact...and I'm happy to be just this way that i can still see u...  magcompose nga ako ng song...kaso matagal matapos, tingnan ko lang...maybe it takes 5 years to finish the song grabeh...bilangan nalang ng years.

How can i forget "when the only sounds i hear is the beating of your heart".